Testimonial of a mother and woman, pharmacist from Valencia who had the experience with ayahuasca.


Only when we are overcome with despair, do we begin to look for a “remedy” which relieves us from our “soul’s” sadness.

Years ago I began a pilgrimage through the different mystical/psychological/psychotherapeutic schools, searching for the answers about “who am I”, “what am I doing in this world”, “how can I calm the profound longing of my soul”, or “what is the sense behind so much human suffering” Working with different school gave some answers which seemingly calmed my inner unease.

Affirmations such as “We are only Love”, “we are all One”, “you are God”, “your aim is to feel happiness and joy”, “your potential is infinite”, “everything is perfect”, “life is a learning school”… were repeated so often in the teachings, that I finally believed that I believe them. I also observed my fellow searchers, they, as I, no matter how many workshops, techniques, or exercised we practiced, were not making profound changes which would allow us to reach the happiness we were so craving. Change we did, but with such slowness that it was consuming our lives. When I found the work with ayahuasca, as the curious and brave person I am, I threw myself completely into the experience. This millenary tool has taken me to step on the accelerator of my inner path. With an expanded consciousness I can see so clearly what is happening in my life, that I can no longer deceive myself, confusing myself or postponing my decisions with excuses. No one needs to point out anything to me, because it is my own consciousness which shows me, and makes me responsible for all my acts. Not only do I reach this clarity, but something within me begins to change, my fears are reduced, and joy begins to sprout in my life.

Another look appears, another perception, another way of thinking, of feeling, and change-inducing decisions follow each other. There are no further theories to believe in, no exercises to repeat, no disciplines to follow. It is my own experience, my own vision and my own consciousness which point the way for my life. Ayahuasca has opened doors I never even knew existed. I owe her a different way of living with an open heart and a more lucid mind. I have not only observed profound changes in myself, but also in my fellow walkers of this path. Thus I have and show all my respect and gratitude towards the potential of this master plant, which I want to introduce to those who have the courage of working with it to awaken and activate their consciousness.

After several months of process with ayahuasca, I am still surprised to discover new ways of thinking and living amongst those who come to the workshops with ayahuasca, and to see how in just one session people are able to see the lie in which they are living.

Surprisingly, my son came to try ayahuasca, “that drug his mother claims to have changed her life” What happened was a true miracle, a moment after taking the ayahuasca he came to my side like a baby and began crying desperately when seeing that the paradigm for his whole life was falling apart, and that he had been living a lie. I could not believe what was happening, I could only cry in gratitude.

Rosa from Valencia (Pharmacist)

Currently a student of the Europea School of Ayahuasca

She has travelled to the Colombian rainforest with a group, organised by Ayahuasca International.

She has begun working with Inner Mastery in the Ayahuasca Retreats in Levante (Spain)


Ayahuasca International holds Inner Evolution retreats with therapeutic use of Ayahuasca in several countries in Europe. Click the links for specific information on each retreat.

Madrid, December 1 to 5

Berlin, December 6 to 11

Barcelona, December 7 to 11

Belgium, December 8 to 11

Berlin, December 14 to 18

Amsterdam, December 15 to 18

Berlin, December 27 to January 1

Cologne, December 27 to January 1

Vienna, December 28 to January 1

Berlin, January 11 to 15

Madrid, January 12 to 17

Munich, January 12 to 15

Click here for a complete listing of  information of all the 2016/17 Ayahuasca International Retreats Calendar . It includes subsequent links to information, prices and booking procedure for each retreat.

For bookings or to request any further information call to +49 (0) 171 987 6655 (also available by whatsapp) or write to english@innermastery.es 

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